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nov 5th 2025 - my chemical romance autism (since ocotber) thumbs up emoji. youll def see some influence on my page from it lol. also i super need to rework this blog/journal page its so ugly and hard to read LOL sorry. im wriitng an essay right now for my college english class and thinking about how i can make it aboutmy stupid wierd interests. i will find a way--im nothing if not determined.(im typing this in class rn sitting in the hallway. im bored and hate wriitng essays esp starting them). ive been reading alot of fanfic mm yum read unholyverse and anatomy of a fall and like 5 trillion other ones and i have a trillion more saved to read wow i love reading. its been over a year since i had a new hyperfixation so its been fun i forgot how much i love being so invested and interested in sth and stuff its great i love it. mcr is a fun one i really like it :-) oh i mentioned the fanficiton thing because i thought up some interesting fic ideas earlier 2day wow me w fic ideas again? world might be ending oh that reminds me forever ago i thought about how id like to make a page on here (my website) thats my fics reuploaded here as like an archive and chill place to read them and just geenral collective and self archive yknowww yup yuop yup might work on that one day idk coding fixation on backburner cuz yknow. mcr brain. oh well maybe itll converge idk. heres ur journal 4 im still alive :p just wanted somehwere to yap (wow i wonder what this page is for)
sept 25th 2025 - yesterday i started 3d modelling my eye blanks (want a custom shape for my suit cuz i just Have to be extra and picky lmaoo) gonna get one of my friends w free school access to a 3d printer print it for me yayy!!! today i found a video of a guy making a slide phone out of the front screen+cams of a galaxy flip + a blakcberry keyboard and im arhrgr mg autism. ...nobody gaf but me but omggg guys i literally once designed the hardware and software for an entire self made flip phone design inspired by the designs (hardware and software) of a DS + game boy advanced SP and i havnt gotten over it to this day. when i go back home ill have to take a pic of those pages and add them to my old tech shrine lolol but omggg this guys video is making mee nvgjvbeyvks LIVING MY DREAAMMM nobody understands how enraptured this video has me....im so eeeee i love it and nobody is listening to me about it so i decided yknow what will be a good place to yap about this? my WEBSITE!!! now its all yall's problem instead :p sorry but not really i run this place lol. AAAHHH!!!! bye bye :3
sept 23rd 2025 - just orderd the fur for my wip fursuit head i started back in june :p hehe so exited to finish themmmm
sept 21st, 2025 - set up the journal! (finally.....). i wonder whats in store next...!
i was thinking of beginning work on either the shrines, or my art page. i guess we'll see whichever i get the motivation for first :p (i wonder which one people would be more interested in?